Please vote and help me

Hey all I'm having a really hard time making my decisions I don't now how much longer I can go on with out making a decision I am leaning towards probably not keeping my beautiful baby girl but I don't now anymore I really want to see her grow up and all and be her mum but I don't now and I don't think I could see her with a different person so please help me. I and back training for football I nelly comited suicide a few days ago over all the stress I'm under my dad lost her job and have to move again I can not handle it all anymore at least I get to be back together with my boyfriend so that's good. I just want to get my life back together and back to were it was were I was happy and all.