an update on how I am

so I was doing ok life was looking good and then my boyfriend broke up with me for no reason. Work on the other hand is going really really good I think I have a chance of this turning in to a full time job but then I have other decisions to make like do I continue with school do I keep the baby. My life was looking a bit better till last night I said hi to this guy that is important to me and he was like do say my name or anything so we had a fight and I walked out with the shits and now I feel like cutting or jumping off a bridge or something I can't deal with all the shit going on in my life anymore and today I still feel like a piece of shit or something I really want to die